Kai;
Sorry to hear of your decision....I am also one of those who enjoys your work and appreciate your talent.
I strongly agree with Nightgallery's statement;

"there were things I always hoped would change there and never did. The chances your issue will is unlikely, jmo."

On many occasions I too have offered positive sugestions for change in several of the forums/galleries here....but, nothing has happened.  So, like NightGallery says, unfortunately, it is doubtful things will change in your situation.

All the best.

In youth, we learn....with age, we understand.