pdf handbooks are virtually useless to me.  
I open it up and immediately revert back to my 7th grade self in social studies class - ie I have absolutely zero ability to retain the information presented.  Oddly Im a huge RL book reader, and retain all that information fine... Im not sure what the difference is.

I attempted to go through the video tutorials but they go ridiculously fast and I dont have a snowballs chance of keeping up.  Heck I cant even see what she clicks before she goes to something else.

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