So sorry to hear about this, but I know you're a strong person and you'll find the strength within you to keep at it all.  Whenever I'm around the site I check in and see what you've been up to lately, and I'm saddened by the news and sorry I am so late to offer my sympathy. 

Hang in there and don't forget to laugh, no matter how dark or difficult a day seems.  Sometimes it is all that gets us through.

Jason