lol MGD I was trying to make light of an inside joke with bruce and I :-) but didnt get a smile out of him lol

I do know about rules all to well and I do my best to try and live within them and sometimes I tend to live life by standing at the line of rules and so tempted to cross over them but I go no no no that wouldnt be cool at all lol

and I find in the art world its very hard to have perfect black and white rules to know the safe line as to not cross it. and for someone like me it makes it hard for me to find that sweet spot where im safe and no one gets hurt. the rules in the art field feel like im trying to stand on a rope tied between 2 buildings and it blows in the wind lol

and thats not something im use to or have managed to grasp.. in the art field you set a solid rule but when you go ok it says I cant do this so ill do this and in my mind im thinking I didnt break a rule. but in art you have so many people looking and get different ideas of what they see
and half would go nope no rule broken and the other half would go yep its a broken rule.
and you can stop and say who is right who is wrong and the answer is no one is right or wrong on their views. im the one wrong thinking I can walk accross a rope that sways in the wind.. and im not use to that kind of thinking being new to art.

in person im use to living on the edge a bit from time to time. but never go over the line. rules are very much black and white.. lol

I am a firm believer if you break a rule an innocent man suffers somewhere. and I never want to have fun at the expence of others. its just not worth it if someone gets hurt in the process :-)