fran... cheers.. there is a saying that goes...without the downs, you'd never be able to recognize the ups!
you haven't done anything wrong.. this is just life..and how it goes. we all have our downs. i began my new year by crying thru it all.... yup.. 11:59 onwards..was crying.. long story..and it ain't getting better.
look at it this way.. you'llg et yourself a new hard drive, you'l get to make more presets, maybe better thanw hat you did, etc. yes...thank your blessings for what you have and will have.
cheers - and hey.. have a cup of hot water with lime and honey...