Update:

i made it through surgery... not exactly OK.  my insurence stressed me out before i even went under, and THAT didnt help at all.  (My file was sitting on the insurance doc's desk for 4 business days BEFORE the scheduled surgery, and then, we STILL had to wait for approval!)  i vaguely recall waking up and screaming numerous times, then a day long battle with extreme pain & vomiting.  now, im still recovering and i caught a stupid cold - WHEN will people learn that when i say "i DONT WANT COMPANY" i mean it?

one simple little sentance that means a lot:  1) i'm not up to paying attention to you - i'm barely able to remember to pay attention to ME.  2) i don't want your germs.  3) i'm in enough pain without listening to YOUR woes right now.  when i feel better, we'll talk.  4) i STILL don't want your germs.

my muscles are now screaming as well, because i'm used to being able to move around and stretch a little - it does seem to help the pain.  there is little moving around & stretching is a thing of the past - at least for now.  i wont take the narcotic pain relief now, as ibruporphen seems to control the pain better and doesn't make my brain fog up more than usual.  (darling hubby managed to save this place from burning down - i forgot i put a ot of soup on a few days ago - thankfully, he smelled burned soup)

BUT!!!!!

i do have good news!

my new computer (yes, the one i've been claiming for 5 months and have yet to see) is currently in Fed Ex' clutches, and as soon as they release my precious packages... OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and on top of that, poser 6 is $2.29 for those who have a membership at content paradise - until the 3rd of march.  Thankfully, my membership came with poser 7 (what a piece of work THAT one is - i hate the "streaky" renders)... so, i managed to purchase a copy for my daughter.  now, if i can just get her vue for $2.29 LOL.  am also planning on purchasing a few more copies so i can run it on multiple computers.

i'll be back up to speed here soon, and diving through silverblade's tutorials... and possibly even getting to attend some of those LVS classes Peggy was talking about...

yawns

nap time?

and yes... if it wasnt for digital art, i'd have been lost in the realm of insanity long before now.

Edit:  what is scetchup therapy?

Rarer than a hairy egg and madder than a box of frogs....

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