Hmmm - a little background first.  In 1997 I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis and about a year later was deemed unable to work and went on Social Security disability.  I'm not saying that to get any pity because I do NOT feel sorry for myself and certainly do not want others to feel any differently, but in part this explains why I post artwork on Renderosity.

As a human being and creative person, as are we all, I crave and need someone other than family to notice me and my work.  During the warmer parts of the year, the few venues where I sell my jewelry are enough to satisfy that need, but during the colder months of the year when I'm pretty much stuck at home, Bryce and Renderosity are my only creative outlet.

long pause  I guess what I am trying to say it IS an ego thing with me but I don't see that as a bad reason.  I'm only a hobbyist and don't consider myself as a great artist, but it is a 'feel good' moment when I know that others besides my 'that looks nice' hubby have at least looked at what I've created.  The few comments and compliments I've received are enough for me to know that I am NOT invisible.

sigh  Okay, I guess I do sometimes feel sorry for myself and need a bit of a morale boost!  Now that I've psychoanalized myself into a corner, I'll shut up!

Dee/cherokeeheart