Because I care i am in an effort to understand your thoughts working to duplicate your state of mind,
....the first book i read was about King Arthur. my mom read to me from Bullfinchs Mythology. Ive relished artwork, story, and music that takes me to another place. Sometimes we can understand and express better what is going on inside of our lives by putting it into another world, myth and legend have been around forever.
 Sometimes ideas nag and percolate. Sometimes they bug me until they literally rip my head off and sit right in front of me demanding to be rendered.
 love/hate.....hate Poser, always have and always will. It never seems to work right. But when it all comes together the world stops spinning and I go Ooooooh!
 Heh, could no more quit this, no matter the intense frustration than i could stop breathing. My sadness is that I so need to get on with it and yet the software is holding me back.