thanks a lot I will try to change my behavior here But I want to let you all know, that I am not a bad person nor I have a bad character so says my girlfriend and my other friends I like listening and "dancing" to black- and death-metal and I am not bad or evil or satanistic or so I am a stupid normal guy that is into a little life crisis I want to let you know, who I really am, what I am and not how bad I can be So sorry for all!