This is hard to read. The worst part is that they not only take your income, but also kick you straight into your self-respect. You're thrown back on survival.
If you can manage to keep cool, you may well see that there are other possibilities. A new kind of creativity is needed. Like the mammals surviving when the dinosaurs started disappearing.
Survival of the fittest.

Easier to do when you're single without kids.

I hope you'll find a good and satisfying solution very soon.

I'm with Akemi on this. I'll chime in with her untill you can say you're picking up good vibrations.

There are no Borg. All resistance is fertile.