Oh, Ilona, I am so sorry about this news. It is never easy to hear that kind of diagnosis. I do want to say that you should have hope.
My father went into the hospital for pneumonia and they discovered the lung cancer, too late. He was well into the disease and all they could do was make him well enough to come home, where he wanted to pass. It all happened so quick.
That was 20 years ago! Today the science of medicine has progressed so much that cancer is no longer a death sentence. I've seen miracles happen. Many people are able to extend their lives far beyond the original prognosis of years "thought" to be what little time they have left. And treatments are not as severe as back then too. I have several friends who have gone through more then a couple bouts of chemotherapy and they are doing great!
So keep your chin up and don't let the sadness get the best of you. Think positive and do some research into things that will help your father keep a good attitude too. You will both be in my prayers daily. Huge Hugs!!!
PS: Don't forget to take time for yourself too, it is very important for your sanity and your own health!

Kim Hawkins

 

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