"I attacked the keyboard and madly and randomly pressed key after key"- Patients young Padawan...3D modelling is a learned skill that takes a lot of time and practice to achieve note worthy results. If you truly enjoy it the practice should be fun (and frusterating at the same time) take some 3D modelling classes at your local community college. Im learning blender as well and not to good at modelling yet, but I wont give up ever because I love it!