A couple of posts in this thread were deleted by the posters request, but I do echo her sentiment.  Joel, if at all, you can get someone to drive for you, please do.  If not for the sake of others, for your own.  I lost 3 very important people in my life 11 years ago because the driver of the other car didn't want to let his wife drive after not taking his anti-seizure meds...he had a seizure, and hit them going 75mph.  He didn't fare much better after that, and I'm sure you can't afford the hospital stay right now. 
I hope for good for you, and that you will get help soon. I've been in your situation, a year ago, as a matter of fact.  I was evicted this time last year, and sold everything I could to make it to where I am, and I'm just now starting my life over again.  Luckily, I found help, and work that I could do, and I don't think that I could have done it without the help of my friends. 

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