You're stressing. Actually I've bought some poses. I've tried posing but sometimes I'm just plain lazy. also it's a good starting point. I too liked the idea of making my own stuff. But you know what. Others can do a much better job than I can. If they are offering it for fry why reinvent the wheel. I think of it like this. If a person photographs a person. Almost none of the material that person has used for the picture is their own. If it is an item ( unless they made it. ) it was madeby someone or something else ( God, nature, decay, man, insects, ect. ) if it a person ditto. So already the subject matter of a picture is probably not created by the photographer. Ditto with the background, do you make your own chemicals? I didn't think so. Neither do I, film- again same difference, camera-really who uses pinhole camera much anymore. So there we have it a picture -art-, where the canvas -film, brushes-camera, subject-whatever are most likely not prepared or created by the artist. The only thing the artist did was record it in a certain way. Same as 3d art. However if you want something to look at. How about this. At least the painting is mine. Bsteph