Thank you guys for the kitty pictures. So many little Tiggers out there.

I managed to put on a stoic face and get through a meeting today.... Now I'm home, and need to cry it out.  I'm wearing Tiggers collar as a bracelet, till her ashes come home... Just so her spirit know where to go, and that she's with me forever.

My honey has been so wonderful helping me go through this.

I'm trying to give Bubba as much attention as he will tolerate. He came to sleep in the bedroom, in the kitty beds next to me. I hope he doesn't feel too lost. Usually wherever Tigger would settle for the night, he would be within a few feet too. Most of times it was close to me.... but if she would ever decide to spend a night in a different room, he'd go with her.

I miss her so very much.

I'm grappling with myself for not trying to resucitate her. I think her airway was blocked, or she inhaled some liquid. I did try a little bit, gave her a heimlich in case she was choking... But she was already passed out, and ionly taking a labored breath once every 30 seconds. I thought about trying to breathe for her, but it looked like I'd just torture her. I feel guilty that I didn't try, like I just let her die.  :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

Hi, my namez: "NO, Bad Kitteh, NO!"  Whaz yurs?
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