Thank You guys and gals. It's so hard to make sense of it all when you're in the middle of it... I know I go on and on... I suck at coping with theese higly emotional things.
It huts so bad, it's all consuming, it hurts physically too.

I did get some additional medication to help with my anxieties ... so I don't end up on a psych watch.

Hi, my namez: "NO, Bad Kitteh, NO!"  Whaz yurs?
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