Thank You guys so very much.

Today I'm doing horrible... to add insult to injury, I had a major problem to deal with.

Many of you probably know I've been out of a job since last march. Out of my usuall well paying engineering job. Unemployment ran out back in october, I'm picking up some projects here and there to scrape by, and a little bit from poser content. Mayve 1/5th of my normal income.

Well, from the busy times, and time of running my business, I have a business line of credit that got stuck at a pretty high balace... around 8K. The bank has being resistant to my making a small good faith payment, which I was willing to make out of my unemployment check. They want things in $500-600 dollar incriments, which for me is astronomical right now... so they just yell and berate me, to a point where I stopped answering their calls.  It's the same effin' bank that took the bailout which will come out of our taxes.

I finally had a little project few weeks ago, and got paid for it. about 4K, to last me, till who knows when I get a next little project.  Well, without notice the bank cleaned out ALL of the money from my checking. Without any notice, for three or four days I've been using the account, and bno charges have been declined.  Today, I find out they cleaned out my personal checking on the account of it being the same bank that does my business banking... this resulted in being $600 overdrawn, and no money to pay for it, because the same people took it all.
Most of it was Tigger's recent vet bills!

My engineering consulting business too has gone under because of the effi'n liberal lending, and banking industry not pacing itself, not because of my irresponsibility. I'm just a little peon that went to school to be an engineer.  I've been with this bank for 16 years, and never so much as bounced a check in my life.

I wound up having a breakdown this afternoon. I was howling and screaming and crying and all that. Poor Bubba was all upset and meowing and hovering, the dog got scared, my poor honey... poor guy.  Usually, when rought things happen, I hug my little Tiggers and have a good cry.  Today, I just wanted to die... it is all too much to deal with, I just wanted to die so I can be with my little baby.

The oddest thing happened while I was in the midst of falling apart, I flipped open my cellphone, and instead of a normal screen, Tiggers picture pops up. A shot I took of her some time ago, I didn't even remember was there.  After I cleared it, it took quite a few keystrokes to find the picture again. If I suddenly died tonight, I wouldn't mind it one bit. Just mix my ashes with Tiggers and use it to fertilize some catnip.

(Don't worry, I won't do anything drastic, I'm just talking about how it feels.)

Hi, my namez: "NO, Bad Kitteh, NO!"  Whaz yurs?
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