Quote - Oh please don't say that!  Maybe it's not what you fear.  Perhaps you have polyps or cysts in the ovary on that side.  I know that can cause pain.

You really have had it rough lately, haven't you?  :sad:  You know that we are all pulling for you here.  {{BIG HUG}}

Yea, I have a tendency for cysts, that's how I ended up with an etopic pregnancy 4 years ago.... after a lifetime of doctors telling me I can't have kids (without major stuff done) because of ovarian cysts. Something like that.

Things have been seriously going downhill after that.
First a bout of depression after the etopic pregnancy.... it was horrible, your whole life, you're told you can't have kids, then you're suddenly pregnant, and can't figure out what to do, then you're in the emergency room with pain, then you find out it's not viable and could kill you, and have to have it taken out. (I was living alone when it all happened)

I was still trying to mantain my business at that time, but that, and a breakup of a 10 year relationshiop before that took a LOT out of me. A company approached me with an opportuynity to expand my business within their company, and thinking some structure would help me stay stable, I went for it.

A year into that Shortly after I moved in, we discovered his son is very ill with Chron's disease (an autoimmune thing) abd that I have scleroderma (an autoimune thing too, similar to lupus)

Two years into that (a year and a half ago) we had to close that down and I was laid off, because there was no work due to the economy. I knew it was coming, so in order to not end up on the street, my honey and I decided to move in together, even though it was a bit too soon (with his kids not being out of the house yet, and his divorce wasn't really final yet). Unfortunately, I still had that high balance business creditcard I was responsible for paying.

Shortly after I moved in, we discovered his son is very ill with Chron's disease (an autoimmune thing) abd that I have scleroderma (an autoimune thing too, similar to lupus), and My ex, whom is also a dear friend was diagnosed with bladder cancer.

Then two months after the layoff, we had a sewage backup in our house from the street sewer malfunction, half the house was torn up.

Few months after that, my honey's grandma passed away.

Two months later, I broke my foot. A month latter Bubba was sick wioth a BIG abscess that I thought was a tumor.

When that and my foot healed, Tiggers got sick.

And now this, and the bank thing, and people not paying me, and the bank being after me (and the IRS too because of some business stuff)

My physical, mental and financial resourses are ALL exhausted. If my honey's grandma didn't die and left him a bit of money, we'd be out on the street by now. I feel like such a failure for that :(  We also have up to the hilt mortgage, because we had to buy his ex out of the house when the prices were still very high, and we can't refinance and don't qualify for any bailout stuff, because we're past being in a "little trouble". Most of those things are for people whom aren't really in trouble anyway.

Oh, and we had a building slab leak in the house this week, so the plumbers are tearing up the house again to fix that, and the homeowners insurance says they don't cover it. It's a 3K repair.

I swear, when does it ever stop??? I need a break and some good luck for a change.
I dunno, why I'm mentioning all this, not to whine, perhaps I'm trying to convince myself that I don't break down that easily, but too much is just too much.

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