To translate Wolf--you got tired of it and want something new.  The mind yearns for new and different at the same time of taking comfort in the old pleasures.

I got burned out of just pure sex a decade ago. I had a really active sex life, that taught me how shallow it was, and I want more now. That's why I write. I appreciate a good shagging, but I like more!  It's like a meal of your favorite food ALL the time. You get burnt out and want to try new things.

Happens to all of us. It's what happens to us humans. :laugh: Maybe some derangement,too, but I'M not one to say!:lol:

I cannot save the world. Only my little piece of it. If we all act together, we can save the world.--Nelson Mandela
An  inconsistent hobgoblin is the fool of little minds
Taking "Just do it" to a whole new level!