**TrekkieGrrrl

All I can expect I guess. let me know dear.

** **lmckenzie
Thanks. Terminal always sucks especially when she knows the approximate date (according to the stupid oncologist) and every morning goes to the calendar to check off another day. Even though all the other doctors i spoke to said there is really no way of knowing when her expiration date arrives, she  only remembers what that first doctor told her and is also worrying herself closer to the grave. Bad enough she had to deal with the illness physically and emotionally now she also has to deal with the other stress of counting down those days. Would have been better for everyone if the stooge had just said what all the other doctors told her: "There is really no way of knowing, it could be a few weeks it could be a few months or even a few years."
This form of cancer is too unknown and untreatable.
It does hurt seeing someone you love fade away day by day. What makes matters worse is when their minds are still lucid and sharp. It makes the suffering of everyone involved that much worse.
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