My dear Paul... I can´t begin to say how sorry I am.. you know me enough to know how important family is to me.. and I know you enough to know how important yours is for you as well.
We know each other for such a long time.. you were my very first friend on Renderosity and the one I had the honor to meet in person and the one who brought so many good things into my life... a friend I can say with all my heart that is one treasure to me... I can also risk to say I have a Superhero friend in you... and Superheros come from Superheroes as well... you dad thaught you well how to think,how to act... how to be. He also passed to you this imense heart you have, and when I say imense... I really mean it, it´s not a figure of speach.. you have this incredible and infinite capacity to love everything and everyone around you that only Heroes have. You are now the example your dad showed you all along... his continuation, his forever life. I know the love and admiration you have for him as much as I can bet my heart on it that he has for you just the same... like mirrors or virtue.

You said "Please, give all the good thoughts and prayers to my dad and stepmom.   I don't need 'em but they do."... but you do too dear and you will have them and the love from everyone that had ever met you.

All my love and all my prayers are for your father. your stepmom and YOU Paul. Stay with him all the time you possibly can... breathe him as much as you can.... love ( that you know so wel how to feel and give) is what we keep in the end and all the way through...

I am always here for you . no matter what.. no matter when.. even through the distance I am always with you and yours cause you are family to me.
Please send him a sweet kiss with the same love a daughter would send him.

you are in my prayers...

Ilona