Quote - I'm kind of mentally retarded but I don't seem like it from the outside.. People think i'm normal but i'm not.

If you was able to write this and all the post you are not a retard.
Beware of psychologists, who are retard are they.
You first at all must discover what you are. You can be quiet, don't like to talk and so, what's the problem? people are different, people love sport and I hate sports.
Discover your capabilities, skills, your potential and also your limitations and how to overcome it, nobody is perfect. But as said before, beware shrinks and use your brain and common sense.

Stupidity also evolves!