I don't know how morphine works.  It didn't help Alex and I hate even the name of it for it did not even blur the edges of his agony.  I do understand your pain will be severe and I don't know of any alternative that can help.  You are a tough bird;  you'll get through it.  I hope each day will be a little more bearable. We all wish you strength.

As regards pp ....I was once a purist, but then I learnt some of the rudimentaries of it..hehe..I know I over egg it sometimes. I remember a discussion on the pro's and con's here some years ago and I almost shrivelled up back into my shell to think that Artists I admired did not agree with it, but then I got over that and did what I liked.  I'm a sucker for temptation.

Yes, I came well after you and Evelyn and Sally too.  You all gave me such a lot of help - always questions and questions; gosh I could not even find my way round  my computer in those days but I was desperate to use FE and find all the wonderful things you were showing. I also have to thank Babs and HarleysAngel who took me by the hand  and actually showed  how to join FEUsers by picture form!!!!!! I even had a HarleysAngel email address.

Anyway Merren, I hope for you a more comfortable week and getting stronger all the time..

x