Quote - As you said "phobic" I thought you mean yourself being afraid of using scripts (in a slightly exaggerated way).

Quote from Wikipedia:

A phobia (from the Greek: φόβος,phóbos, meaning "fear" or "morbid fear") is an irrational, intense and persistent fear of certain situations, activities, things, animals, or people.

Is it just me being not a native speaker misunderstanding something or did I miss a difference between phobic and afraid??

And about

I just don't want to think

Thinking is good, it keeps your brain young! :laugh:*

Nah, my brain is already rigid after what has transpired in the past few years. I am trying to heal and get past it all but having difficulty. So when you have difficulty with some things in life your brain....MY BRAIN...refuses to properly wrap itself around new difficult to grasp concepts.

I do use MAT files, and Pz3. files,etc but they are already set up and been around for a while. never having heard of PMD files until this VERY LONG THREAD sorta threw me and reading the descriptions going back and forth between you GURU's is baffling me to no end. I grasp some of the concepts, especially after 300 pages...but how I would apply them to my Poser work is beyond me. I was refering to the notion of INSTALLING and using PMDs Python Scripts and the like. Not sure I can get into that now.

HHOBIC? Yeah I am sorta for the same reasons discussed above. Pressing my brain matter about just causes me stress and that in turn makes me a bit of the R.A.G.E.  M.O.N.K.E.Y. hen I don't understand it or can't figure out how to make it work.

Last nihgt I couldn't get a simple shovel to properly parent to a right hand of a derivative of a V4 figure. I have done it thousands of times in P4 and even more recently in P7 but last night no matter what method I tried using until 2 AM, I failed. The only way I could get that darn shovel to move with the body was to parent it to her right collar.

I went ot bed so enraged I was awake for another hour just trying to calm down.

SIMPLE is the key to my comfort right now dear. I use Poser as meditative therapy and if it gets complicated I throw a bit of a stupid-out-of-my-freaking-mind-punch-the-walls-throw-my-mouse-around-childish-tantrum!    LOLOL