Quote - PineCones you are one of my favorites. You have a great sense of humor.

 

I, just like the men in black in the FBI, have no sense of humor that we know of.  I was dead serious in every thing I said.

But, I admit, sometime being confronted by the truth can be more hilarious than any attempt at humor...

At least this time you bothered to come back to the thread and say thank you to people who contributed suggestions thinking your plee for help & wish to learn were genuine - I guess this can be considered some progress? Well done you!

But in practice you are still just as disrespectful to the posters as before. Did you try any of their suggestions? If they helped can we see how? Were they not helpful? could you post some pictures so we can see your attempts at incorporating the specific advice you got, and we can all learn why the suggestions were not useful? After all, you are asking for other suggestions, and seeking private tuition elsewhere so obviousely what you got here wasnt satisfactory...

I can give you one piece of honest  advise - stop throwing money at the problem. From your descriptions you spent enough, and then some. Follow through with what you already have (including the kind FREE advice/tuition you already have here and on sites like geekatplay). If you genuinely tried it all and it still doesnt improve your 'art' - look for a new hobby. You dont lack tools, you either lack basic aptitude or the willingness to stick at one thing at a time till its sorted/learned. In either case paying more won't help you. (And if you have money to throw away there are plenty of worthy causes hungry for donations).