Thanks, that's inspiring. I know it sounds silly to put so much stock in a game. I've decided to spend a  week away from all games in general, pretty much only using my computer for work and mulling over forums, I 'move on' on things very quickly once I get over a certain bump in the road it seems.

Of course my husband is like "Drink yourself stupid!".. the man isn't a font of wisdom, but I knew I wasn't exactly marrying a sage lol.