:o( - that's all what I can say to that ... I don't know if it helps - but my prayers are with you to end this situation soon - thip is right - with your talents it should be possible to find a new job. Please don't hesitate to contact me via mail (if you've still the possibility), if you need someone to speak with, or just need some help in another way - damned you helped everyone here soooo much - now it's up to this community to help YOU.