OMG! I'm speachless. I haven't been on the forums much and just saw this!

She was such a lovely woman. When I first came to these forums as a complete poser newbie, she was so helpful to me. I've never met her, but just the same I considered her to be a good friend.  My heart is so very sad :(

My condolences to her family and friends. 

"It is good to see ourselves as others see us. Try as we may, we are never
able to know ourselves fully as we are, especially the evil side of us.
This we can do only if we are not angry with our critics but will take in good
heart whatever they might have to say." - Ghandi