Thanx LilWolff I agree, I am not ashamed of my disease,(shame only helps feed the denial)nor do I spend time trying to figure out HOW and Why I have it,fact is...I have it, wondering why will keep me from recovering because I may never figger it out, that would be like saying "Im not gunna jump from this sinking ship until I know Why it's sinking". I just do what I can day to day and Bryce really helps too.

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