EldritchCellar posted at 2:37PM Tue, 13 October 2015 - #4233576

Yeah pen and ink in my gallery. Slowly uploading my various imagery (I have a ton of slides and stuff that needs to be prepped for web viewing), not really in a rush... I've been really busy lately. Thanks for looking. I quit quitting a long time ago... lol. I couldn't make art or appreciate things and concentrate as much when I was in the stages of endless withdrawal, the associations and cravings never really go away.

Dude how the hell do yo "quit quitting"? I have no concept of that. I no longer know what to call myself. I was "an Artist" for so many damn years when I could not continue I had no idea what the hell I am....and because for so long it was all so enmeshed the what and the who, I don't know who i am either. Fucking hurts. Too old to start over so it has become easier to bury my head and forget about it all. but its true it is not possible to forget and avoid the feelings of loss and desire that i feel will always be with me now.