RorrKonn posted at 6:35PM Fri, 23 October 2015 - #4234949

shante .It's your choice to decide how deep to go down the rabbit hole. but if you stay on the surface your never see the magic of it all.

I know but three deaths in the family a few years ago and all the crap that ensued with mind and body, and i am even less than before able to embrace complex stuff. The brain took a major hit with the pain and medications for it. Not that i was ever the sharpest nail in the bag(as some of you at some point here have come to understand about me) but now less than ever can I wrap the dead brain around the stuff one needs to learn to dive into the tech rabbit hole.. I don't not because i am afraid to but because i have tried again and again and hit the wall....HARD. Got tired of the unneeded stress that was causing me. Poser was as it has always been for me: AN ESCAPE. if it turns into more work and anxiety than i can handle it is no longer something i want to pursue. Some make choices out of a need to grow or a fear of failure or a lack of funds while others make choices that work easiest for their ability....or lack of them. Just is what it is friend. I don't like it but..........