So sorry for your loss. In a way, though, with the times that lay ahead for this country....If he had a full life, it could be a blessing of sorts. Death is the natural result of living. I am sure he is in a much better place, now. Please, don't despair...I am sure he will be looking down upon you, and would not want you to be so sad. He loves you still, from where he is now. Poppi