I lost my dad just right after I gave birth to his much wanted grandson.... My dad never got to see him because I was living in Hawaii and he was living on the mainland but I feel he has been with us in spirit ever since.... My thoughts and prayers are with you both... Peace be with you during this time of mourning... Your life will never be the same but it can be as good as before as time passes.... I'm sure that is what your father would want more than anything... I believe like so many others that you didn't lose a loved one but gained a beautiful angel... Cindy