Amethyst_Heart opened this issue on Jul 07, 2016 ยท 10 posts
Amethyst_Heart posted Thu, 07 July 2016 at 4:19 PM
Kristi
I was never angry at you, my anger was at what we'd all become and where the site had gone. The changes will be small here but each step forward is a step in the right direction, backwards will happen, i'm sorry to say, but battle hard and this site can be turned round. I told hope the same on this matter.
Nobody in life fully agrees, I'm blunt, to the point and can sound mean when i'm in blunt mode, life would be boring if we all agreed all the time.
I decided to take back my life before it destroyed my creativity and at the time you checked on me I'd hit rock bottom with all the toxic. For me, I had 2 choices, walk away and rebuild my life or snap and be brutally honest, making myself ignorant isn't my nature 99% of time though on some things I will fight for truth. What I did know was I lost my creativity, my ability to love what i was doing. Without loving or caring about what you do, you no longer care what it looks like, you give up.
I am the Amethyst_Heart, I come across as a heart of stone a lot of the time, problem is i'm soft like a marshmallow below it, i'm easily hurt. Reflection though makes me see that I was a part of my own hurt. I've changed that and hopefully soon I'll be able to show you what I'm up to but as linking isn't allowed and I have a 2nd place to create as yet, but that will take time.
Keep fighting sweetcheeks if anyone can do this, you can!!!
Hugs N Love
Piper