Hi Ron, I read your post earlier today, but wasn't sure how to respond. The only thing I can say is that it is my faith in Jesus Christ that helps me through issues like what you are describing. I hope that doesn't sound like a "pat" answer. I just think that there are issues in life that are really too much to bear and we need Someone bigger to turn to. You'll be in my prayers, too. God bless you, Jay P.S. It is not intention to offend anyone with my reference to religious faith. I realize that this is not a religious forum, but I think Ron's post warrants this answer. - Jay