Every artist needs to be told that his or her work is appreaciated and even needed. Sometimes that is the only pay we recieve. Sometimes that is the only pay we really need! Bushi, your work is inspiring. I understand your dilema. You work so hard to make props and figures, and then feel that no-one really feels what you feel when you make them. You feel like what you do is just not worth the effort and like so many good artists, you burn out. The magical "flow" goes away. However, there is one way you can see the worth of your work even if folks (myself included) don't take the time to say "thanks"... Just look at the number of times your stuff has been downloaded. Bushi, you will see just how invaluable you are to all of us here at Renderosity. You are a beacon in a sea of confusion. Do not give up, do not give in. Be what you are and create. With Deepest respect and admiration, Styxx