i feel some better then. i started feeling guilty or something hehehe. in less than three months spending so much on a hobby. me thinks that is why i was broke around Christmas;9 i guess if you have a hobby that you love, it makes sense? i also love teddy bears and porcelin dolls...and i collect them allot. i have a whole room full of babies! i really do feel good about my membership at poserworld. steve shanks and renapd (?) it is great and i feel like i am getting too much for what i paid sometimes. it is great. as well as sams3d, (not satisfied with poser4u yet)but bebop, traveler, magnet and allot of people (to many to name) who take the time and put files in freestuff for us. and people who take the time to share ideas and help newbies. so anyway, thanx. i'll just let my credit card cool off for a bit (day or two) hehehe; and come back for some more posercane.