I wish you luck in what you have in front of you. So significant you posted this image here just now. Remember when everything is overwhelming, to go to that mossy spot, lie down and gaze uo into the heaven. That what is hard to take and difficult to deal with gets another proportion when you meditate over it out in the nature. When I myself see such a wonderful mossy place, I feel I want to sneak in under the moss and have it over me like a cover and just fall to sleep.