Apparently I didn't look closely at the picture when it was first viewed. I had to go back and see the chopped off penis. Dark Angel, I'm very sorry someone hurt you so badly. I can imagine the rage and pain you must feel. There does come a time when you must work past that pain and rage, and you must go on with your life. You must allow yourself the freedom to be a full, happy, thriving woman. You must make your way to recovery, or the evil people who hurt you will have won. Renderosity and TOS are not your enemies. We didn't hurt you, and we don't want to stifle or subjugate you. But Renderosity represents a place where artists can go to share their art and sensibilities. It is not a place to act out our rage, and the baser parts of our human psyche. Dark Angel, I care about you even though I don't know you. I urge you to get professional help so you can advance along the road to recovery. Take care, Ron