i still fight the "should be doing this" game, too. I should be working on this, or that... thing is, i don't always feel like it. of course, sometimes when i just force myself to start i get lost in the joy of creation and i come up with something good. and then there are the times it just comes out crap. life's too short to fill it with "supposed toos". if you're enjoying spending time in forum, then stop feeling guilty. :) think of all those people who "spend too much time in poser and i really should be interacting with people more"... there - my 2 cents. now i gotta go practice my piano cuz i'm supposed too ;)