often I look at my life and wonder what the hell went wrong with me.. I used to be an outgoing little guy, chatty and quirky.. I used to love nothing more than going for walks with a friend or two.. maybe stopping for a pint.. or two.. I used to go out places, do things, meet people, go to the cinema.. now all I do is work, when I'm not working I play with my computers, I've racked up more hours on final fantasy than I ever thought possible, I spend hours upon hours downloading free poser items, some of which I may never use.. I almost find myself avoiding human contact.. I'm petrified of people and I don't understand why.. but it's nice here.. everybody is welcoming and kind and willing to share opinions and thoughts.. in an odd way I never thought poser would make such a difference you know. .for me it was just a way to vent my creativity.. but now I see it's a lot more than that... anyway.. I spend 2hrs every morning here just to see what I can find out or download for my next gush of creative psychosis.. it's most definately not a crime and it sure is nice to know it's a habit that others shareL dang now I'm all confusedL.... Dolph.