Rena (creator of my first Poser animation fairy caharacter and my generous Poser newbie mentor), I echo the sentiments of those posted above. The older I get, the more that I am having to go through tragic losses like this too. All I can say from my experience is to celebrate the joyful memories of the dearly departed, and the pain of such a loss will ultimately be overwhelmed by them. My prayers are with you.

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