Please return feeling hopefully happier and refreshed. I too go through a bad time when all about me are thinking of festive fun, so have some idea of what you are going through. My friends here at R'osity have been here for me and I know they will be here for you. Keep your pecker up.

The greatest part of wisdom is learning to develop  the ineffable genius of extracting the "neither here nor there" out of any situation...."