Jeff, When I first read this a couple of days ago, I thought how frustrating it must be for you.  Or for anyone in a similar position.  You tell it well and powerfully.  I especially love the last line, that really brings it home!!
marilyn

Great photos, it's always so inspiring!!

Wow, thank you so much; I can't believe my foto was chosen.  It's thrilling, humbling, and about as cool as it can be.  I'm really new to Renderosity, and the feedback and interest I've been getting has reawakened my eyes in a new way.  Muchisimas gracias, amigos!!