I would like to let everyone know that I have decided to post my work back up,if I am allowed todo so and am welcome back. I have learned something in the last couple of weeks from some very high level critics in the film isdustry *(more on the subject later on) some kiss ass for a while some are just "don't know nothings" and some give you acclaims just because they like you as a person or because you are friends with someone they know. No one can tell you what is good and what is bad. If you like it, you like it. only you can say what you feel when you look at it or what you felt at the time of capture. Ofcourse they are going to eat you alive and so will the rest of the world because they take the critics word for what they say. 2 thumbs up? Whatever! you know where you can stick that. **A little self promotion. Tacky... but I wanted you people who I adore to check it out. It is a movie based on my Family which should hit theaters march 28 in some theaters and aprils 4 all over the country. It is called Rasing Victor Vargas see the trailer and some clips at the site http://www.RAISINGVICTORVARGAS.com some said it would not pass the post production. some said it will not go to show not even on VHS... Now what? how stupid you feel now look at all the awards we won... Cannes, Sundance Blah Blah blah. so hell with it. So since I learned that anyone could say what they want eighter great ratings or bad ratings feel good with what you shot and to hell with the ratings. to each it's own. So from now on to hell with Cats winning all the top 20's or people shooting pictures of rocks or horrible T&A. I am cool with it. After almost dieing from a flu, I came to my senses. I would like to thank Cynlee for the constant contact as always before I left and after I left you are a very special soul. So as you can see by all the crap I wrote I think the Flu has made me kookoo. So am I welcomed back?