draculaz opened this issue on Nov 01, 2004 ยท 51 posts
draculaz posted Mon, 01 November 2004 at 7:49 AM
Just a couple of things I'd like to say, specifically in light of recent heated forum topics. I've always said what I had on my mind, when I felt confident that the target audience knew me or otherwise shared a close opinion to mine in whatever disagreement I had. To state that this is not how a diplomat would act or pulling other such lines from one's gluteous maximus is more than a bit over the top, as whatever tidbits of personal life I choose to share with you all represent a priviledge of our friendship and not some innate right that can be thrown around and trampled on by anyone who pleases. So in plainspeak, if you make such comments, you may kiss my white diplomatic ass. Whenever these things happen I feel an incredible urge to pull a hissy fit and leave. The same issues pop up in my head over and over: Save all my works, delete them, take my freebies out, cut access to my site, and cya. It's not a hissy fit per se as much as the general feeling I'm taken for a freak in a side-show to some greater party somewhere. I don't think that the time or effort I've put into this community, however small or large, can truly be placed in a balance with whatever unfulfilled promises some opportunist hack decides to make. Thankfully other forces in me tell me to relax, sleep on it, and if I truly feel the same way in the morning, then I should go ahead with whatever my heart pleases. I thank whatever or whoever is up there that this doesn't ulitmately turn into a beggar's tale of attention, but rather a slow drawn-out debate to the ultimately simple solution I face: leaving. Moving on... I'm leaving for Romania tomorrow. I will get internet access sometime soon, at least be able to visit this place in 3 or 4 days. If I don't, then you may post sillyness in regards to me, and/or worship my body parts for years to come. Drac (my spleen specifically)