I know these is not the best shots but i thought they was intill i down loaded on my computor and now the house is halve way clean. I was down and out for about two years as I had to get a devotes from my wife of 30 years. and she went to a mental hostipal and been there for over a year now. I see now she not comeing out so I need to get on with my life. I just starting to feel like cleaning up my house sorry for the out of focus images here

If you wish please upload your house as is before you clean up I do not think it can be worst than this and this is just my cooking area and liveing room and one other room. not my bathroom and bedroom or one other room that is still not clean. I upload those later on

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

here anothor view

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

another one of the cooking area

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

another

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

another room

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

this is how i lived for two years . It not a set up but the real thing.

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

Ok, do you have the after shots?????   Sorry about your wife... Life is hard sometimes and there's just no explaining why? I hope you cleaned & organized this for your own good!!!   lets see...

no i do not have the after photos yet. I have to replace the cooking area floor first but that area is clean waiting for the person I hired a week ago to come and fix it. So some of my cooking area stuff is in the liveing room and other rooms in the trailer I live in.
I will take photos of that tomorrow anyway but can not up load intill monday I guess. i show how the floor is too like awaves int the sea lol but i lived like that for so long I can wait for the labor is free I was going to pay him but he say no

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

good luck with your projects, it's nice you have someone to help you too!!

oh my son came over to help on the clean up for one day

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

yes that my cat in first photo. I do not take photos of him for he have one eye and I do not wish to show people him like that. It is not  infeted  and it do not bother him so I let him live. He a happy cat too

what you see is not what you know; it in your face

I have had time in  my life when every room was like that, now it's only one or two!!!!

Your cat will take you like you are now and tomorrow..they overlook the rest it seems.  Best wishes in getting part of your life in a different direction and may your heart handle the truth of it all well and with kindness.  God Bless.     Tom.

One step at a time will take you there Jock. I think it's good of you to show these pictures; it means that you have the courage and that you're confident to get the job done. Keep up the good spirit.

On the other hand, it's good for me to see these pictures and read your story, because I was in a similar situation (still am actually). Living alone for years with too little money to live a normal life, these pictures certainly ring a bell... but I'm too much of a chicken to show pictures of my home. ;o)

We do not see things as they are. ǝɹɐ ǝʍ sɐ sƃuıɥʇ ǝǝs ǝʍ
 

Jock my friend...

I am sorry to learn of your wife's situation. We can never understand these things.

You have shown much courage. I think you will feel as if your life is starting over..

A fresh start in many ways..Clearing the clutter will make you feel better..

Clear out the past and move on..

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