I've been stressing about this for a while now, but the time has come, for me, to try and start my life over. I'm packing all of my things and moving out this coming week. I Regret just about everything I've done the last couple of years, except finding the Renderosity Phototgraphy Forum.

I would like to thank everyone here....new and old.....for making this such an interesting and creative environment for me to visit when I needed to.

Until I figure out where I need to be.....Geographicly, Creatively, etc.........I will be without a regular internet connection and the ability to hang out here as much as I would like.

Thanks again to everone for their hospitality, knowledge, humor and inspiration.

Here is one last image I found while cleaning out all of my clutter.

....hey Alpha, same idea...different generation. (never could ride a ramp though)

........damn tahtsss good beeer.

Take it easy N-plus, and the best of luck with whatever it is you're trying to find. (Love that image BTW!)

I hope what you are looking for finds you. From the creative images and knowledgable posts you have sent here it is clear you have something important to offer.

I don't know who said it, but that doesn't make it any less true: "Every life is an act of bravery." I commend your courage to make the changes that you feel are necessary, nplus. Good luck.

best of luck nplus with whatever comes your way dude.

Good luck, wherever the path leads. That is a stunning image ; )

elusive.chaos

"You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star...." (Nietzsche)

Wow....awesome image Nplus! I hope you find your way back to us someday soon.

I am, therefore I create.......
--- michelleamarante.com

Great image! Hope you make it back soon, and that you have found a much happier place when we hear from you next - good luck xXxXx

Sometimes starting over is the only thing that works....and it takes a lot of courage to recognize that, and even more to do it....I hope you find what you are looking for, or that what you are looking for finds you, all too often that's the way it has to happen....godspeed, and may you find your way back to us soon!

Shame to see you being uphappy right now, nplus. I hope you can find joy, happiness and luck where ever you go. I love your awesome photo - there are many kool mags that would take this anytime, I'm sure! PS if your path ever takes you all the way to Holland, just let me know & perhaps I can lend you a hand with something - you just never know.

Good luck dude. Bsteph

Dude. I'm bummed about what you're telling me, here. Get online and check back with us once in a while. I'll be worrying about you a bit. Good luck, man, Joe

Man, that's one of the things that the internet does, for good or bad; it shields everyone from each others reality. We don't know how good or bad a life each other has until a post like this comes along.... Nplus, my thoughts are with you man, for reasons of my own. I wish you every luck in getting sorted, just try to drop in as & when, ok? 'Luck. (",) btw, did he land back on the board or not?!? lol

Good luck man. ...End is the Beginning is the End is the... .n