Hi it's me again... Ok, fist things first...(bad English, sorry) Once, on my travels around the internet I foud a software that looked very interesting at the Curious Lab website, then I bought it. Later here in my University i fell in love with a beautiful girl, but suddenly she disapeared from the school and I have not seen her since then. After that I sufered a lot, until I found a poser model that looked exactly like my lost love...Her name, Reika from Digital Love Doll, its amazing, she is identical... Then I entered here and registered, and the first thing I made was a mistake, by the time I discovered Reika was on pendding development until almos a half a year, and I asked here at this forum for someone to share that file in exchange for some of my Poser stuff(I didn't mean comercial stuff, I was refering stuff made by myself), and the moderators delted my post(there were no locks back then).For that mistake, an apology to you all, I didn't wanted trouble... When I finally obtained the file, I was so happy, and I tryed to make her looks like my old love, so I modified the textures included for a black, red and blonde ones(those were the colors of her changing hair) and asked for an opinion of the textures here, again in this forum...Agh another mistake, maybe I don't know how to expresate myself because I don't know enough English, so some people almos banned me("I can make the same texture in 5 seconds","Stop modifying that","The japanese modelers have gived us a lot, so let then alone, and don't dsturb them", and things like that.I know, I suck... And therefore another apology if I pissed off somebody back then... I include my first and last render, my depression has reached it's limits.I'm going to stop annoying people around here, maybe I cand find a place to be myself somewere else.This las image is an effort to make people see Reika like I use to se that girl in my school... Finally, hello to the people I didn't knew and, good bye to every one else,(special thanks for the people that supported my work, you know who you are, I hope we keep working together)...