BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (41)
jasonj
I don't normally read a lot of the writing here, but the thumbnail caught my attention and this really hits home with me. Very beautiful words and the sentiment couldn't be more true. Though I've never experienced your work before, I'll be sending you hopeful thoughts.
Elfenone
Dear sweet girl, I'm so sorry you have had to go through this and are still going through it. My brother's going through it still and I'm aching for you both. Your poem touches home with me too. You've always been a gifted writer/poet. You're precious to us all dear. I love you.. be well.
Jayme
there are no words I can say that would truely mean what I want them to, I am sitting here in tears as I know fully what you are going through. I to suffer with cancer and lupus everyday, but remember one thing, Never Give UP and ALWAYs have hope and you will overcome many things. this writing is truely amazing and very well done and put together. You are in my thoughts and prayers and I will be lighting a candle for you tonight and sending you love and peace and well wishes, if there is anything that I can do please let me know, thank you for sharing this, it truely has touched my heart and soul....biggest gentle hugs to you.....Jayme
Luminaa
Thank you for sharing. They are good words we all should live. Prayers and hugs :)
Muas
hugs I'm sorry you've had to go through all this... best wishes. Thank you for your comment, it's hot here too and the pool seems to make it all better!
ShadowsNTime
Hello old friend, I was so glad to see you had posted again and have kept you in my prayers since before your last surgery...again I keep you in my prayers and thoughts and send much love your way! Beautiful words you have written my friend!
sharky_
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope everything turns ok. Aloha
Shakti27
Oh hun such beautiful poetry - I hope you pull through ok and wish you so many get well thoughts and vibes of love that my heart can hardly hold it S I wish I could do more for you, my friend, but I always pray that it will at least uplift you HUGE HUGS
Ruthee
I'm happy to meet you, too, Susan. I like your poetry. I don't write poetry but I do write. If you look back a little bit in my gallery you can read a short story I wrote. I'm happy you have stayed in remission so long. That speaks well of you kicking it all together. I have a LOT of cancer in my family and have had a number of biopsies in one breast. So even though I am a prime candidate for it, I may just cheat it altogether since I'm already 72. Please keep up your writing and I'll be watching for more art work from you. hugs :)
Primal
My sister in law is going thru radiation right now and they hope they have gotten everything in her surgery(breast cancer) ....we have all been praying she will pull thru with complete health..i know what you mean about living life to its fullest always..i wish there was a way to make everyone healthy..i think you may have hit on it in your poem when you said"learn to relax and laugh more and not allow cancer cells to form in my body"but with so much crap going on in the world it is hard for some to laugh and relax...i sure hope they have gotten everything and you have a chance to laugh and relax and get well...i will be thinking the most posative thoughts and sending my best prayers your way....
evielouise
Dear SIS: the wind will tossell your hair again:The breeze you will feel at night, The sun will warm your thoughts in the morning light: LOve your words and keep them coming for this is one way you will find inner peace for the road ahead: Remember were here for you: PS:I just sent you a important IM please email me ASAP: god bless sis:
STEVIEUKWONDER
God bless you Susan, for what you are having to endure. My heart goes out to you my friend. NEVER give up, is the key, believe me I know all too well. Lovely words my friend. Steve :o)
RodsArt
Nice to meet you too, Susan. In 1981 the doctors were baffled when a 6 inch knife entered my chest at the base of my sternum, it followed the cartilage and didn't touch anything else. It changed my perspective on life to say the least. Humor, Love, and thoughtful reflection has given me insight to how precious each and every moment truly is. Thanks for sharing. Rod (each moment is a sparkle in time worthy of a giggle)
sadlers5
hey girl glad you are back! lovely poem and hang in there ok, am praying for you, god bless, ann
qmont
Susan.......God i don't know what to say.....I am so praying for you my friend.......this writing is so Bueatiful.....tears in my eyes............
Irish
You are a remarkable, brave woman, Susan and your words held a lot of meaning. You have been through so much but you remain undaunted. My thoughts are with you Susan and all I can say is, keep strong and pour out your thoughts as you will find solace. You're a beautiful person!!
awadissk
Excellent work as always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cynlee
be strong susan... you can get through this too... our thoughts are with you hugz
DennisReed
Wonderful words to live by, and it's never to late! Bravo! HUGS and Prayers to you Susan!
davidoblad
I almost forgot how well you write poetry Susan.. This is most beautiful my dear friend. Wish there was something I could do about your health.. As far as living life over again.. I'm lucky, I wouldn't change a thing (maybe avoid a few pitfalls..lol) I've had a great life and done everything I ever wanted.. I am who I wanted to be.. it's never too late to change into what you want to be.. no need to start over.. Tomorrow is the 1st day, of the rest of your life.. always true.. even if a clich Your in my thoughts and I'm wishing for the best to you and your family. Keep brave and happy.. Hugs from Dave :^) V
tvernuccio
such beautiful poetry, sis!!! you have such a gift with words!!! enjoy each precious moment we've been given. we never know when it will be our last. A girl i trained at the restaurant...she just died...out of the blue...just a little older than me. all we have is NOW. Your words are very powerful and true. You are in my thoughts and prayers always, sis. luv you!!! huge huggzzz, sheila
PaisleyRose
You are a beautiful one, Susan! I have always appreciated your writing, and when times are tough, you still tell it so well! Keep going, Sus, and know that I am always praying for you. God bless you and your family.
sossy
very touching and wise words! we always forget the now! live, live and breath every second! god is holding your hand and we in our thoughts! ;o)
romanceworks
Susan that is a beautiful poem and so rich with meaning for all of us. No one knows what tomorrow will bring and your words and your current struggle really bring that home. My prayers and thoughts are with you and it is wonderful to see you posting. Hugs. CC
Pierre59
Very touching, beautiful !!! V
SNAKEY
Your every word...weighs like gold and I deeply appreciate it my friend. Please do drop in on my Gallary today.... I have something for you there.:O))
kimariehere
my heart and prayers are with you and i think of you almost daily... wish i lived closer to help make meals for you and support you better biggest all my love kimmers * ♥
Samhain74
Lovely piece of poetry here,very heartfealt and meaningful for many of us i am sure,lovely once again.
odie
Well..here I sit crying. I would so love to copy this poem and share it with other people that could use it. Did you write it? People forget to enjoy life, don't they? I had a poem I would read when my kids were little, "so stay away cobwebs, dust go to sleep - I'm rocking my baby and babies don't keep" is all I remember. Thank you for reminding me to enjoy each day. HUGZ!! Jodie vote
logiloglu
i listen to your words and i hear love.